Never ever let anyone see the good in you because when people see good they expect good!
True enough
I'm not particularly good! Its just that I happened to appear the best for this once. the scarification from handwork or should I say I'm just simply LUCKY to be one
Well, I passed my deadly pharmaco paper! Not just pass, an A!
WOW!
NO~ That's not how I react to when I first know about it
When Zhuang told me about this, I was busy with my online fund transfer for AIESEC that I didn't pay much attention to it.
To know the fact that I passed was delightful!
I recalled back how I was so down after the paper, calling mummy telling her how I didn't do well for my MCQs, how I told my roomie that I'm going to fail the paper, how I room attack buddy and told her I don't know what I did to my paper
Never did I expect that not only I didn't fail but instead I passed with an A! to add on the light, I'm the only one with A in class where 40% of them fail
Should I be proud of such achievement?
People tend to say :"Wow Eve, you did real well! Congrats~"
I did put in more effort for papers this time around
Compared to what I did in first sem, the effort came in storm for my second sem
Things didn't went on well for the first two month
Frust anger and lethargic is what I say
Not easy to deal with, seriously
Most of the time I feel like giving up!
Hard to cope with all the things building up
All I know is exams,practice,projects,reports all come together and life was hectic
Very tiring
The nice side : I get to doll up prettily for events!
Its not easy to come up with extra time between heavy timetable for my dance practices. But I glad I did not give up! I had nice pretty makeup and hair do and came up with nice performance. For Dayao, even though its commitment and promise > interest, I'm grateful that I hold on to it and managed to complete it well. Not only a better upgraded performance since pharmnight stage, but also praise and claps from friends audience and dancer seniors. Well, all the hardwork paid off.
ACD,ASCI,ECORUN,PAP.. all and all projects which I'm indirectly involved with, never did I regret entering for the fun and lesson I learnt form it.
But to recall back, I could only remember myself living in misery. Not enough sleep and every minute spent need to be planned so that I don't waste time and proceed to my books! I studied REALLY DAMN HARD that friends around me sense it. They saw how I struggled through it and say that my results are effort from my hardwork
Well, its good to know that effort is proportional to my results. outcomes are pleasing
But I'm not that HAPPY
I was emo and down during the whole period of studying
Tears never stop rolling with anxiety fear n stress
Its too scary to undergo it again
As much as I'm glad I did far better and paid much more attention in class
I find myself pushing myself too hard
People start to look upon you
Once you excel, they assume you KNOW EVERYTHING
No, I did not. I'm just LUCKY
I'm not that smart
Please don't look me this way. its stressful
I need motivation to keep move on. It may be stress that push me, but I hope I'm still the happy me. Now, smile is just a disguise.
The lovely note from MASTER~
The new branch in midvalley. Nice but expensive. But once in a while stop snowflakes for this is real good!
new dress for MPA. Bo huat! Must below knee length~ The good thing abt this dress : its that crumpled in nature so no ironing.. hiak hiak hiak~ evilgrins for being lazy
SUSHI BONANZA! 33plates 4people super heavy meal~ And met up with my NS friend MEILI! Two years since we last met!
